For sure all of you guys know what is the meaning of "WALWAL', for it is a trending gay language that everybody knows.
Yes I am one of those people. I drink too much 'til I get drunk, I smoke, I left our house just to be with my friends, to have fun, to chill, to enjoy my life. I had an accident because of being drunk. That's the time I realized that I needed my family. Sabi nga nila diba sa oras ng pangangailangan saka mo lang malalaman ang halaga ng pamilya mo.
I was onced a WALWAL but not until I met the person who changed my life.
MY 'LIL BOSS
'You'll never know how strong YOU are until being strong is the only choice YOU have'.
In my most darkest time of my life, that's the only word I have in my mind. (feeling ko lang most darkest time). I got pregnant at the age of 24. (matanda na rin naman diba?) but that is not the case.
I got pregnant by my ex-boyfriend, yes ex-boyfriend because I am now a single mom.
When I found out that I am pregnant I didn't know what to feel and what to do. I didn't know everything and then realization hits me again but this time it hits me hard! Of course when the time and situation gets hard and hard and even harder for you, your family is always there for you!
They helped me pass through it all. They get mad of course hindi naman yun mawawala, yung galit, yung sama ng loob, yung sumbatan ka. Initial reaction yun ng magulang at pamilya mo sa nangyari sayo e. Pero nandyan pa rin naman sila para suportahan tayo.
Fast Forward >>>
January 8, 2015, I gave birth to a beautiful angel named Zach Chadwick. He filled an empty space in my heart, He brings joy to our family. He looked like my uncle I don't know why, siguro dala na rin ng takot ko dun sa tiyuhin ko nung buntis pa ko kaya niya naging kamukha hahaha (see photo above)
He change everything to my life, He changed me, all of me. The 'BABAENG WALWAL' before became 'THE SUPER NANAY' ngayon. Simply because I want to change for my son. I want to be a good mother, bestfriend and companion for him.
Everything happened so fast. He is now turning 3 year old na sobrang kulit pero mahal na mahal ko pa rin.
They say that everything happens for a reason and as for me, the reason why God sent me this little angel is because God wants me to changed, He wants me to be loved by my son, He wants me to give love. A love that is unconditional not only for my son but for my family.
And because I'm a mother now, a single mother. 'WALWAL NO MORE NA MGA BES'.
Shout out to all single mother, double mother, triple mother. BE PROUD! WE ARE ALL DOING GOOD IN OUR JOB!
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